Life is teh suck today because (a.ka. the official B_tch & Moan thread)

Sigh. I’ve been fighting this down feeling for a few months now, but it has just caught up with me. A few years ago I had a lengthy bought of illnesses/surgeries culminating in the need to take two years off work. I’ve been back at work now for over a year and although I am not up to the pre-hell time health, I’m OK with that. Trouble is, I started sliding two months or so ago. Just ignored it hoping all would go away. Now I am just getting worse every day. I’m so frustrated! I had some plans to leave this job and find something different and I was considering trying to go back into full time work and now THIS! I am really feeling sorry for myself, but trying not to feel sorry for myself. I am going to get into soooooooo much trouble at work if I can’t get healthy and get things done.

I’m feeling so down. Double sigh.

Ok I’m going to go all out with this one so look out for alot of “fraks”…

Ok, So I’m apart of another fourm for a Fox show I love.(see avator)

And recently we have had problems…(Not that kind Talos)

You see Non-Fox shows are not allowed to be talked about on this fourm, Don’t ask why…

And there is a large group of members who are lost fans…They had a thread going for awhile untill it was reported and taken down. They then went ahead and out of pure anger reported a thread that I was apart of in which we were talking about BSG…

Now this is where I get fraking pissed off at the frakers…

They go ahead and target a fourmer who they see as the one who reported the Lost thread…She wasn’t but they could careless…

As of the other day a friend of mine went off about a spoiler that was in general. It turns out the person who posted that spoiler was one of the lost fans under a different ID…

He got banned for good, IP ban.
So when the majority comes on and asks what happened we get feed misinformation by the losties while those that are telling us the truth are ignored…

This kind of bull$h!t is why I am in down right LOVE with you all…
So in closing… FRAK THOSE MOTHER FRAKERS!!!

sigh
That helped…

Something must be going around. I had a class with only half my students there. I hope everyone feels better soon.

Cymbeline, get better soon! Surgeries suck…

I hope they feel better soon! I just got over my cold recently, did you ever get over yours?

I had the cylon virus a few days ago…
Nasty stuff… I came back to school and man was it empty…

Is Fiction Becoming the Truth!!!

I been there too. You must get help. I do not know what your health problem is but I understand that I can’t manage to get anything done feeling. I have chronic pain issues that can cause depression. Get medical help and do not ignore what is bothering you. Sometimes you need to reach out to others.

Sending warm thoughts to you, Cymbelline. I hope the “down” feeling turns out to be nothing to worry about.

Thanks Leah. I had a problem with various types of tumours which lead to the removal of a lobe of my lung, the tail of my pancreas, my gall bladder and a few other organs. Interesting weight loss plan, I suppose. Unfortunately, the stress on my body lead to post viral syndrome (from mono of all things), which is something like chronic fatigue syndrome. Anyone who has this knows it is more than just being tired. At its worst, I had trouble walking, driving, reading etc. It was horrible. I thought I had control over it, then I caught the flu in January. I had just came back from the doctor’s office when I wrote the first email and will be going in for a full physical in March. But the doctor tells me that it is likely a reimergence of the post viral syndrome – full blown active again. I had been warned that a bad flu might cause this, but I was hoping that I would just bounce back. It’s very scary for me, getting worse every day, when I know what could happen. I’m just terrified. I can’t go through it all again!

I’m just having trouble finding my “happy place” today.

This kind of bull$h!t is why I am in down right LOVE with you all…
So in closing… FRAK THOSE MOTHER FRAKERS!!!

Damn straight, Cody! Stick with us, kid, and you’ll soon be in the land of internet milk and honey, where the honey and the milk flow like little 1’s and 0’s.

Yeah, like last week. Heck, I still have a slight lingering cough. I really don’t want to go through all of THAT again.

You poor thing…:frowning:
gives you a hug

I hope your able to get better and soon…

Thanks Armando… I needed that…

I am really sick of there crap… The only reason I have to stick around is the few friends I have…
But I’m going to be on here alot more now.:stuck_out_tongue:

So deal with it!

Just tell the friends you have to come over here and play. Just start a 24 thread if there isn’t one already.

LOL!!

I look into that. I’m going to make a thread for 24 anyway, Just to see who’s a fan.
I can’t be the only one!! :slight_smile:

Call a friend and do not be alone. When i get in those life is crap I sit with my dogs and pet them and let them enjoy a good tummy rub.

Keep your mind on today. Today is it. I know that it is hard but sometimes that is all a person can deal with. Get a friend to drop by even if it is hard to be social. Hay we are with you if you need us. Sorry all I can do is send virtual hugs.

Me too. I am a bit behind because my hubby and I like to watch it together. You are not alone in your fandom of 24. Did you make that thread yet?

What Leah said…

Yep I made it Leah.

Time to go looking. Power to the 24 fans. OK, a bit over kill. Oh I forgot that is the 24 way.

Cymbeline:
I’m so sorry that you are going through this. It’s so hard to face dealing with chronic illness, especially when it’s something like yours that is less common, therefore less legitimized. That must make it extra-tough with your employer. Big picture is that you need to take care of yourself–the old put your oxygen mask on before assisting others analogy. The stress of worrying about all of this must exacerbate the symptoms a great deal. I am thinking of you and I really hope that you keep us updated. We’ll be here for you, no matter what.