Sigh. I’ve been fighting this down feeling for a few months now, but it has just caught up with me. A few years ago I had a lengthy bought of illnesses/surgeries culminating in the need to take two years off work. I’ve been back at work now for over a year and although I am not up to the pre-hell time health, I’m OK with that. Trouble is, I started sliding two months or so ago. Just ignored it hoping all would go away. Now I am just getting worse every day. I’m so frustrated! I had some plans to leave this job and find something different and I was considering trying to go back into full time work and now THIS! I am really feeling sorry for myself, but trying not to feel sorry for myself. I am going to get into soooooooo much trouble at work if I can’t get healthy and get things done.
I’m feeling so down. Double sigh.