After a very long (months and months) period of repeated impediments I just got back from my first day at the Gym. I took it easy of course, my goal at this time is simply to get my body and mind used to the idea of going on a regular basis. To re-instill the habit of going there, it will be at least six months or more before I can get anywhere close to what my old workout used to be. I have lost all of my mass and am in sickly shape. But I hope to change all of that.
Recap:
After losing my job at the bakery I went through a bout of depression and stopped going to the gym. When I finally got a job at the club the wacky schedule made going to the gym rather impractical, I then went through one debilitating sickness after another the worst was probably the ‘shingles’, really hated that one… And it was not just me, a number of employees at the club kept getting sick too. So I believe it was something there, anyways when summer hit it only got worse. The kitchen had no air conditioning. If I had been working in Mooseballs Alaska this may not have been such a problem, but in Phoenix Arizona it was a serious one. It was like working in a smoky/greasy sauna, I lost a lot of weight over the summer and was constantly tired, this was compounded when they fired one of my cooks and did not replace him and I wound up working every day for 5 weeks straight.
Back to present:
I have recovered from the ordeal and my new job has a schedule which for now at least makes going to the gym again feasible. And yes it has air conditioning. If this new business grows as I hope it will, it will grow into full time and then I may be able to afford all of the supplements I used to use. And then gain my mass back. But that is a long ways away right now, for now I just need to get healthy. Once I have my health back I believe it wll help with all of the other issues in my life right now. I need balance, and I need a more structured routine. Enough with the frakking chaos. I want order.
Enough rambling. Baby steps, that is all I can do now, but it is at least something…